Travelling to Phuket

For the first time, travelling to Phuket, the place Taiwanese couldn't be more familiar with...

Let me think, this is the 2nd time visiting sea island accompanied by Shock and Sophie.

All come out of sudden, this trip plan is fulfilled, under my subconsciousness, fleeing away the work...

Transferring to Phuket via Bangkok on Oct 28 in the very morning, trying to find a place to rest my heart and my upset.

People love travelling, but why, looking for satisfying own curiosity or just wanna hide from existing reality, though we all know it is in vain.

Sometimes, it is not comfortable to have too much amazing memory~~ Stayed in pretty Maya Bay-southeast Phuket, the water and the sand are so beautiful. However, the more eye-dazzling Maldives is still our best favor...Ha, the unforgetable Honeymoon in 2003 Spring.

Happy through cheap and delicious seafood restaurants, including No. 6, YoYo, Red Onion and the elegant Italy Restaurant in Le Meridien. It's really fantastic to be gourmand in Phuket...

Working for living, travelling for living, eating for living, all are ce la vie. But, hope i could always rememer, enjoying for living, even the taste is bitter or sweet~~!!

愛情呼叫轉移-Fit Lover

是有多久了??..................不記得了。

好久沒有看電影了....嗯.....應該是要修正成-"好久沒有看到有感覺的電影了".....
雖然片子不一定是好片，但只要味道對了，也能看到自己想要的片段
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一直在問，其實不只是我，身邊週遭的人也在問-不論有沒有發出聲來~~到底人生要的是什麼!!
只不過，大伙兒都是健忘的，亦或者是找不到答案而選擇健忘的，不再去找尋答案了。
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看了好幾部電影，原本只是用來消磨時間的(這應該算是,，現在流行的但必要的罪惡吧)。卻看啊看的，看到了兩部...嗯...應該不能算是兩部，而是上下集吧，有了感覺的小品電影。

One for man, another for woman---if superficially distinguished....

as title, 這應該是港片吧，但卻覺得取得的英文片名更確合它的訴求。都會男女，繞啊繞的尋找自己也不知道"規格"為何的mate，總在千折萬轉後，才發現那往日熟悉的身影才是自己所眷戀的。
人生不斷的找尋，不斷的"浪費時間"，但不經過這個過程，永遠也對手上所握有的珍貴，無法有感應與感動。
Life, nothing, just found something meaningful from something ridiculous!!

Little Blue~~No Dancing Anymore

It's 2009 mid summer.
The weather is fine and the sky is clear. But, not the right time for dancing.
Took a decade to have the Reunion, but it seems to be my own dream, though I should know it at the very beginning. You could take it seriously, but not the others. Don't take everything for granted.
I really appreciate those cute and lovely classmates to join this "Festival", to bring us the invaluable time for meeting with each other~~ Thank you all~~
Nevertheless....
I took more than 1 month to arrange this reunion, previous planning not mentioned. Originally, I expect to have at least 20 people to be here for having fun with those old classmates. However, time is killing people, not only physically but mentally. We are no longer in the mood of past NCU people but I still hope we could cherish the mutual experience when we were young.

It's your dancing party, but not for others...

Sky is blue, just like my feeling at the night of 2009/7/11.

看書-讀出自己的人生

不知怎的....這陣子竟然看起以前看過的小說了，這或許是大搬家之後一直輕輕浮在心上的心願吧。搬家時將所有的家當整理了一番，也讓那許久未經翻閱的書兒們重見天日。那些書兒們，見證了我從懂事後心境的變化，又或是心之所欲的不言可喻吧...

看著書架上的書，突然那種形而上的感覺浮上眼前~~~

成列的書，都像是很熟悉但很久未見的好友。畢竟，我們曾經陪伴著彼此一段歲月，而那是我與書兒的最私密的時刻-因為看書的時候，我只感到書與自心的存在啊!!!

神之往矣，又有何求

現在，書兒們羅列在眼前，那種輕輕愛戀的騷動油然而生，剎那間，為的不是探求書本之內的段落文字，而是藉著讀書而詮釋自己內心的潛意識。似乎，不，是確定，是書兒們只是個鏡框，而書中的文子是鏡子，將我的想法、心願、經驗、傷痛、喜悅、不滿、感情....都給照了出來。

如果說，人覺得空虛的話，那必定有某部份的心靈未被書本給填上。

我覺得好高興，因為，書不再只是書，書讓我自己亦變成一本有趣的書，而這本書只有我自己懂，我自己能夠捧讀直至東方朔光再起~~

烏來-鐵馬挑戰

初春四月的第一個星期五，難得的假期(我的假期定義是別人要上班而我不用~~哈哈)

拎著剛剛換成48t大盤的小酷，上了火車就晃回板橋了-因為我要去挑戰烏來~~

與Sam兩個不知死活的會合，就從板橋直接騎到碧潭渡船頭，我蠻喜歡這個地方，彷彿獨立於世外擺渡口，真恬靜~~好像是作家筆下會出現的地方...

約莫兩點，開始往烏來前進，雖然知道會很難征服，卻還是硬著頭皮上，不知哪兒來的勇氣。好像有一股力量推著我走，不斷地對我說:「別再害怕了，再不走，你還等到何時呢?」撐著往上爬，才真正體會到體力大不如前了，才走沒多久大腿就有抽筋的現象，實在是諷刺，怎麼會淪落到如此地步呢?雖然我的小酷不是名門之後沒辦法幫忙太多，但自己那吃力的感覺實在是蠻明顯的，唉~~時不我與...

隨著坡上上下下的，好像自己的人生一樣，上上下下永遠在重演著，不論是哪個面向-家庭、工作、學業、健康、心情等等。似乎，人只有在被推到邊邊才會想起那來時路，才開始思索自己為何走到如今這個境界，不論是好是壞。

一直努力著，將自己的感覺不斷激活，別讓自己日復一日的過而無法留下痕跡。只不過，人的惰性，卻往往不是讓你那麼如願....

喜歡回首來時路的那種感覺.....雖然旁人很難體會這種感覺...哈哈

我與過往的我相逢

翻動那書本，我發現有點陌生的我，那舊日的我。

新家接近入宅的時刻了，是該著手搬家事宜了。在整理行李時，看著一本本的書，剎時所有相關的回憶上心頭－－－那是舊時的Vincent。
從安達充的漫畫，到未央歌、滾滾遼河、傷心咖啡店之歌、月月花心、中大企管所時的企管書...有好多好多的回憶在其中，讓我再次發掘Vincent以前的點點滴滴，I am lucky!!!
人生，不斷的過程、不斷的轉變，卻有時變成自己都認不得自己了，what a dilemma.
人生在世，如浮光掠影，但我慶幸，我還有感動的能力，尤其是當我與過往的我相逢時~~

Why so hurry, just a faucet.

Time passing by, giving no mercy to anyone, it's fair but cruel.

Extremely exhausted with my new home... I have dedicated my very most energy and knowledge to it. Frustrated at the first but getting satisfied at the end of this task of Vincent's life. I could fulfill my dream, that's what I keep talking to myself..

You could manage a lot of business matters, but could you handle the common faucet you use everyday? This is the question I am asking myself repeatedly and continuously. Most people nowadays devoted their lifes to learning knowledge and skills from books, but few people are able to deal with their own house, just like a faucet...

During this period of time, my dear daddy took so much time and effort in helping his younger son to decorate his upcoming warm house. I am lucky to have my dear daddy around but I also feel depressed that I could do little things to share daddy's loading, though daddy didn't complain at all.
Getting older, getting feel week, too many things beyond your abilities.
But, I am lucky that I could feel somthing different inside my heart. I feel so I am here.~~
New home is not just a house, it could treasure all what I care. That's what I really care...

重拾那遺忘已久的純真

人生的過程，就是不停的成長。但，很可怕的是，視野卻是不自覺的僵住了，只知道往自己習慣的方向去看，去judge，而很難有人來提醒。因為，Everybody does in this way..

帶著兒子來到了石管局的大草坪，天空很晴朗，空氣很清爽，但風很刺寒...
寶貝Taka，看著外公拿的小皮球在草地上滾啊滾的，也跟著high了起來。只見他小小的身軀東奔西跑的，好不快樂。大伙兒圍著圈，將小皮球踢來踢去的，小Taka也跟著繞來繞去的，真是可愛。只是，他那粗心的老爸，一個招呼將球往小臉蛋給踢了過去，讓小寶貝淚兒汪汪，真是sorry又心疼。但這寶貝雙玉兒，竟然拎著球、捂著臉、晃過來、睜大眼睛跟爸爸說:「爸爸，不要再踢Taka這裡了喔!」剎時，真的讓我笑到眼淚都快飆出來了，真是我的寶貝兒。

成人的世界裡，這種純真已不復在了。

謝謝Taka，讓我逃離那成人世界的不快樂，那怕只有一轉眼也是值得的。

十幾年的夢想~~

好久好久的夢想了~~
不知從多少年前，那一直存在著那個畫面。從先前的模模糊糊，一直到近幾年來愈來愈清晰，愈來愈如在眼前。
應該是從開始工作吧...不對，應該是從青少年時期就有的想法，只不過，那時的想法根本不成形，只知道心中似乎存在那個畫面，那許久未見的畫面。
一直到了成年，出社會了，那畫面才又浮現出來，甚是諷刺...
---一直要到大悲，才能全家聚在一起---
嗯，想了好久，好想全家人一起拍個美美的全家福，尤其是在兄弟姐妹四散的此時，更顯出那全家聚在一起的可貴與幸福。
身為老么的我，國中之後就似乎再沒有全家相聚的畫面了，大姐遠笈南部，大哥年少輕狂，二姐負笈基隆，家中似乎常常就只有我而已。
成年了，大姐遠嫁日本，家人們就更難有圍爐的時刻了~~
奮鬥+管他的+雞婆的勇氣
終於，在2008年底，在爸媽65/60大壽前，將全家族十八個人排除萬難的集合起來，花了一整天把大家搞得人仰馬翻，終於將我夢想中的家族大合照給完成了~~YA~!!!
在爸爸生日的當天，把合家福的照片掛在板橋，那種溫馨，好濃好濃。
我很高興，這張照片，代表了家族的里程碑，我完成了!!感謝家族的每一個人!!

人生步調失序~~

好一陣子了，沒有上來對自己交待一下。

11月底的一場急病，打亂了自己一貫的生活節奏，似乎一切都亂了調，真的很煩躁。

只不過，這似乎不是沒有徵兆的，只是自己不知該如何面對罷了。

一轉眼，已經是2009年一月中旬了，好不容易穩定下來的生活節奏，此時才能有辦法跟自己心靈對話。前不久，看到電視台那"余命最後一個月的花嫁"，心中感觸良多。如果沒有身體健康，那一切的人生夢想與追遂都是空的，永遠都是來不及的破折號，憑添唏噓。